An unfortunate start to the day got me wishing that i could just stay in bed and play shoot-the-zombies games and be miserable all day long. I was really down in the dumps today, to be exact i had a jinx morning. Emotions welling up not in due proportions, so very .. *looking for that very word to use*... unappreciated, undeniably.  It was that destructive to an extend i had tears welling up because i had no one to show my displeasure, no one to rant to and all in a few hours i swear i was so close to slapping that dude in the printing shop. Everything just have to screwed me up at that pointl.

the rain was the biggest torment(yes it was so bad i had to used the word torment), i had to hunt high n low for a stupid building,**usage of explicit language here on** cut my short pathetic finger pretty darn deep n it bled like a motherfucker, i look like a fool with my right hand holding the brolly and at the same time holding up my bloodied finger and using that bloodied hand (by then) trying to make UNSUCCESSFUL fucking phone calls and at THE SAME TIME freezing my toes, fingers, nose off. 

just picture me with that melancholy expression plus a hint of furrowed brows i draped around, very pretty indeed.  

In point of fact, i am very blessed*amenlordlordlord -inside joke* to have this few friends who really gives a hoot or two about me, listening to my endless complains on what a bad day i had over teh-peng and prata and the very familiar faces just erased the horrible day that i went through. Even a simple phone call this afternoon made my heart a little less colder, it's just very comforting to know you have friends who sincerely care even though the caller had no idea what a day you're going through but he just called to say hi and whine about how bad army life is and is already making plans to meet up, it's like adding a hue to the blackened skies. It is just very comforting to hear that very familiar voice.

i really just had a very bad day thats all